Exam tym...Evn if u have studied the whole sem or u havent...(havent one sounds more nyc)....Exam tym scares evryone...I am supposed to be having the toughest exam for this sem tom...infact I have two exams tom....but I am in a no mood to study..Its the tym...u start remembering things which has no relation to ur present ..but why the hell do they creep up at this tym...I have no idea...
Bro says...chill out...don take tension...Though he must be also knwing that chill is one of words which goes to hibernation in these days...Mom says....I hope u r preparing well!!!!...I strt laughing !!!!.Don knw how this transition has taken place..same person who was aiming for a 90+ evry tym he sits to write the paper...Is happy jus to give his best...disregarding the grades....may be thats what is required in cllg...But I will take tym to adjust.....
Moreover,the feeling of goin to back to home creeps in....which is very fatal in these tyms...thr r ppl I see who seem to be very cool....they actually use one of the special properties present in few of homosapiens..that is camouflage ..they can hide their anxiety and pressure... evn they do feel the "thrill" of giving an exam the next day..!!!!!
So,hoping that exams do get tired of themselves sm day..and give us sm peace(A dream of evry student,which may never come true..)..though as MY java Tutuor says...Seeing is believing...so I rather jus see the dream and believe it....bcoz Exams will always rejuvenate and get fresh evn after they get tired....So its better to find a screwdriver to unscrew urselves after an exam,bcoz u knw that ki thr will be a day whn u will be screwed(no literal meaning intended here)
(this line is one of the weirdest line I could come up wid...but don knw why it seems very suitable for the situation)...
Monday, April 26, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Complan BOy!!!! Complan girl!!!!
I was never a complan boy!!! milk was just a one day affair in a week..I remember when I used to not drink milk or any kinda complan/bournvita...one of aunties used to tell me..."Beta,complan piya karo..jaldi bade ho jaayoge...tumhe apne bhaiya jitna bada hona hai nah!!!!!!!!!!!(hhaha..I can still remember her tone.....)..I used to fall in her trap...becoz at that tym...being an adult was one of the fantasy of my life as a kid... ..this post is dedicated to my aunt!!!!!...
When I was a school goin kid.(waise I love to be called as kid even today) ,I was waiting eagerly to get to the legal age mark.Evryday had the same routine....utho..skl jao..utho...skl jao...same light blue shirt ..same tie which I used to wear while running towards my busstop..and same conductor who scolded evryday for making so much noise in the bus(though I was the bus monitor)...Always had a thought...its so good to be an adult..no restrictions..all fun..no tension of skl and all...
Today I may be more than 18..but it has brought some added responsibility...I have the so called rights to do legal things..(no details in public)....Those days..when most happening time was when I used to play in recess in school...before the bell rang for lunch tym..i had my frnds running towards the field..though I had sm priority in getting sports Items...As I had offered samosas to the games item keeper once...(haha)....The only time when I felt that I need to be responsible was when the next day I had my final exams..School was so much fun!!!!!Never had the company for fairer sex in school,but the school bus had enough of them to have sm boyish fun....
Disney hour,Shaka Laka boom boom,Son pari now seem so lame.No more trying Flames.Stonepaperscissors which was one of the best tym paas now seems so kiddish.
Now,ego has crept in....friendships no longer remain as innocent as they were...Slangs which were a sin when someone said ..F-word is part and parcel of evryone's vocab(though I am still holding on)...I often wonder how my friends change their vocab when they go back to their homes.A sachin run out or rooney goal miss..wld have different reactions when they are in the uni and at home...
I often start feeling these days that I am getting alone day by day..When I see the future..I am seeing just myself struggling make a mark in the world....A kid who used to never leave my mom's hand when on road....has to drive safely in narrow lanes of the world.....that is what happens when u grow up...!!!!!!! As a kid,we often used to say.."mujhe jaldi se bada hona hai"......that is what sums up all.!!!!!!!
Socializing..a term which I had only read on page 3 bulletins .is part of my uni's evryday life...a guy/grl not into it.. is more in the happening lot.!!!! I often smile..when I see people showing off that they don't study..oftens happens in evry uni...what a great pride it is when someone says they dont study..bcoz then they wont be tagged in that "padhaku" or nerd society.....Drinking.smokin...is the parameter for a person's coolness.....character...evn wikipedia does not have any information abt it...leave it abt the rest...(i may have diverted from the title..but this is something which always instigates me to write something)
To be Contd..
When I was a school goin kid.(waise I love to be called as kid even today) ,I was waiting eagerly to get to the legal age mark.Evryday had the same routine....utho..skl jao..utho...skl jao...same light blue shirt ..same tie which I used to wear while running towards my busstop..and same conductor who scolded evryday for making so much noise in the bus(though I was the bus monitor)...Always had a thought...its so good to be an adult..no restrictions..all fun..no tension of skl and all...
Today I may be more than 18..but it has brought some added responsibility...I have the so called rights to do legal things..(no details in public)....Those days..when most happening time was when I used to play in recess in school...before the bell rang for lunch tym..i had my frnds running towards the field..though I had sm priority in getting sports Items...As I had offered samosas to the games item keeper once...(haha)....The only time when I felt that I need to be responsible was when the next day I had my final exams..School was so much fun!!!!!Never had the company for fairer sex in school,but the school bus had enough of them to have sm boyish fun....
Disney hour,Shaka Laka boom boom,Son pari now seem so lame.No more trying Flames.Stonepaperscissors which was one of the best tym paas now seems so kiddish.
Now,ego has crept in....friendships no longer remain as innocent as they were...Slangs which were a sin when someone said ..F-word is part and parcel of evryone's vocab(though I am still holding on)...I often wonder how my friends change their vocab when they go back to their homes.A sachin run out or rooney goal miss..wld have different reactions when they are in the uni and at home...
I often start feeling these days that I am getting alone day by day..When I see the future..I am seeing just myself struggling make a mark in the world....A kid who used to never leave my mom's hand when on road....has to drive safely in narrow lanes of the world.....that is what happens when u grow up...!!!!!!! As a kid,we often used to say.."mujhe jaldi se bada hona hai"......that is what sums up all.!!!!!!!
Socializing..a term which I had only read on page 3 bulletins .is part of my uni's evryday life...a guy/grl not into it.. is more in the happening lot.!!!! I often smile..when I see people showing off that they don't study..oftens happens in evry uni...what a great pride it is when someone says they dont study..bcoz then they wont be tagged in that "padhaku" or nerd society.....Drinking.smokin...is the parameter for a person's coolness.....character...evn wikipedia does not have any information abt it...leave it abt the rest...(i may have diverted from the title..but this is something which always instigates me to write something)
To be Contd..
Friday, April 9, 2010
LOved this original creation!!!!!!
BY MEHAK NAGPAL
mnagpal_91@yahoo.co.in
“Maybe it’s best if you let go,
Times change and life goes on,
Why?", she asked, “Why the hope?
Why are you still holding on?”
My eyes are wet, but I smile anyway,
And as I turn to her, this is what I say:
Because he’s the last person I think about
Every night before I fall asleep
Because every time his eyes meet mine
He sweeps me off my feet
Because his is the first face I want to see
Every morning as I open my eyes
Because I know I can’t forget his smile
Even after a million tries
Because every time I am with him
Everything else just fades to gray
And the way he says my name
Still takes my breath away
Because somehow I feel like he’s here
Whenever they play our song
Because every time we talk on the phone
Thoughts of him haunt me all night long
Because every time I hear his voice
It brings a smile to my face
Because every time I feel close to him
It takes me to my happy place
Because every time he cracks a joke
He makes me laugh like no one else can
Because all the time we spent together
I was happier than I’ve ever been
Because sometimes when I want to break down and cry
I still need to put up a false pretence
And somewhere through this hollow emptiness
I can somehow sense his presence
Because every time I feel alone and weak
I realize why I’ve held on for so long
And I look up at the sky, the stars, the moon
And I tell myself, come what may, I’ll always have the strength to hold on
Because I’ve felt a love like never before
And it made my world just seem so right
Because nobody ever says it easy
But at the end, it’s always worth the fight
Because without him standing by my side
My life is empty, incomplete
Because when I told him “I won’t let go”
It was a promise I meant to keep
Because somehow, somewhere deep inside my heart
I still believe in fate
Because someday we’ll be together forever
And I know he’s worth the wait …
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mnagpal_91@yahoo.co.in
“Maybe it’s best if you let go,
Times change and life goes on,
Why?", she asked, “Why the hope?
Why are you still holding on?”
My eyes are wet, but I smile anyway,
And as I turn to her, this is what I say:
Because he’s the last person I think about
Every night before I fall asleep
Because every time his eyes meet mine
He sweeps me off my feet
Because his is the first face I want to see
Every morning as I open my eyes
Because I know I can’t forget his smile
Even after a million tries
Because every time I am with him
Everything else just fades to gray
And the way he says my name
Still takes my breath away
Because somehow I feel like he’s here
Whenever they play our song
Because every time we talk on the phone
Thoughts of him haunt me all night long
Because every time I hear his voice
It brings a smile to my face
Because every time I feel close to him
It takes me to my happy place
Because every time he cracks a joke
He makes me laugh like no one else can
Because all the time we spent together
I was happier than I’ve ever been
Because sometimes when I want to break down and cry
I still need to put up a false pretence
And somewhere through this hollow emptiness
I can somehow sense his presence
Because every time I feel alone and weak
I realize why I’ve held on for so long
And I look up at the sky, the stars, the moon
And I tell myself, come what may, I’ll always have the strength to hold on
Because I’ve felt a love like never before
And it made my world just seem so right
Because nobody ever says it easy
But at the end, it’s always worth the fight
Because without him standing by my side
My life is empty, incomplete
Because when I told him “I won’t let go”
It was a promise I meant to keep
Because somehow, somewhere deep inside my heart
I still believe in fate
Because someday we’ll be together forever
And I know he’s worth the wait …
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